unrestrained sadness :' (

watched a video abt racoon poaching.
feeling damn emo now.

jlee and i promised to go vegetarian for a week.
hope we can last out.

maybe a poem now.
here it goes:

a racoon squeals,
it cries;
yet no one hears it's pleas,
all muffled by bags and cages.

it awaits it's fate,
as it is sent on a bumpy ride;
it tears as it goes late,
how is it supposed to take it in stride?

covers off,
light enters it's eyes,
"this is it", it screams,
and it jumps----

all was in naught,
a firm hand lands,
and the racoon's tail was caught,
and a beating witnessed.

helplessness was was i felt,
as i stood there motionless;
what would i give to be in it's place, to feel what it felt?
yet it lay them motionless.

a racoon squeals,
this time i turn and run----
may i be on time.